Smile! It's Life Afterall...

This is the third working day of the new year and I'm already running out of breath. My fingers are always tapping in high speed on my computer keyboard. My office phone keep ringing non-stop. I'm dead tired every night when I left the office late. There's a lot of activities going on for the past three days and I begin to wish for more hours in a day. So much so that I've actually ignore my upset feeling due to some sudden announcement by my boss.

Early in the morning I've gotten shit face to face from my client. However, I'm proud of myself that I managed to smile through it. Yes, it takes a million of my cheek and lip muscles to form a upside down semi-circle in that situation. That much of effort! I hope no wrinkles will appear on my face, else I'm going to sue my company for making me do this!

In the afternoon, I have to attend a long meeting till late evening. I was surprised that my boss actually complimented on my performance despite all the shitty things and difficult dealing (internal and external) that I've to face. No, I'm not doing it because appraisal is near. Definitely not! I'm too tired to bother about my appraisal. Come what may...judge as you like, I don't give a damn.

On the personal level, there are still something that's bothering me. I'm struggling a bit. I'm trying to make peace with me... I have to keep reminding me about it. It has to go...

I begin to feel that my new year resolution is afterall not toss under the bed. Yet, there are still a lot to achieve.

As of now, I'd like to die peacefully in my bed for the rest of the 6 hours before Life takes over me again.