Buldge In The Mid Section

Yesterday was one of my best-childhood friend, Jun's birthday. Jun is currently residing in Singapore. I was on the phone with her to wish her happy birthday and to do some catching up. She told me that she's sick. I was like, why are you sick on your birthday?? Then she told me that it has been 3 months and  it's normal for a preggie to be sick all the time. I was like, OMG! You are pregnant! The first one of us (4 best childhood friends) to be pregnant. Awww.. we are going to have little Jun. And, I started to ask stupid questions not that I've not already know the answer to it.

Me: Why are you having baby now since you've just got married a year ago?
Jun: I'm 29 already! I'm gonna have babies before I'm too old.
Me: It's gonna be a girl or a boy?
Jun: I'm only pregnant for 3 months. It's still a foetus. Too early to tell!
Me: Are you going to deliver your baby here or Sg?
Jun: Of course in Sg. My baby is going to be a Singaporean.
Me: When are you due?
Jun: 7 months from now which is in early Aug.
Me: Why not in July? Nearer to our birthday (Tanny, Esther and my birthday is in July)
Jun: ....

Ahhh I'm so so happy! So happy that I immediately call Esther to break the good news. But, as usual....she did not pick up my call. I text her - Urgent! Call me back. - I guess that will do the trick. True enough, she returned my call. Haha! Esther was so excited when she got the news and told me that she thought she was pregnant a week ago when her menstruation is late. She also told me that she wants to get pregnant this year.

When I heard that Jun is pregnant and will have a baby soon in this year, I had a spilt second tug in my heart. Well, not that I'm not happy for her. In fact, I'm envious of her. Both of us is the same age, 29 this year and yet I'm still alone and nothing near to have a buldge (not fats) in the mid section any soon. Jun is right about we are not young anymore and it's the right time to have baby. I wish I can have baby before my body shift into a condition that doesn't allow me to... and, I have yet to meet the one that will be the father of my child.

Anyway, let's life reins!

On a seperate note, something unbelieveable (at least not in our country) happened. Yes, I'm referring to the arson attacks to three churches in PJ due to the usage / intrepretation of the word Allah. Are we going to be like Indonesia? What happen to our country? What happen to the things that our forefather faught for all these years? I can't believe that this is happening... what are these people trying to prove? I'm speechless. This song by Lily Allen  express exactly what I feel ..

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
Then look a bit harder
'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired
Of all the hatred you harbor

So you say it's not okay to be gay
Well, I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval


Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch


Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch


Do you get, do you get a little kick
Out of being small minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval you're after


Well, that's not how you find it
Do you, do you really enjoy
Living a life that's so hateful?
'Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful


Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch


Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you


You say you think we need to go to war
Well, you're already in one
'Cause it's people like you that need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch


Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you


Maybe we should blast this song all over the place to give them a piece of our mind. Of course, we have to do it in a tasteful way. Well, my last word? Fuck you very very much!!