A Rainy Day

I purposely wake up late today. I want my brain to stop thinking. I woke up several times and coax myself to sleep. Thanks to the gloomy weather, I managed to fall asleep again.

The weather suit my mood today. Emo-ing all day. It has been a lazy day until I decided to go out and do my grocery shopping and grab my lunch. It's was late and I haven't eat anything. I was craving for Starbuck too. I felt like treating myself with some junk. I ended up with two bags of junk (overpriced imported potato chips that I don't usually buy, soft drinks, juice, black pepper sausages, TomYam flavour instant noodles, overpriced Ginger Man cookies, chocolate chips, eggs, more chips), my Subway sandwiches and my Starbuck greentea latte. Ahh and guess what? I found my favourite softener! So happy. I wanted to get two of those just in case...but then again one can last me for many months. See? Such little thing can actually put a smile on our face. Not only that, I got a stamp on my Starbuck card. Shhhh... I'm not suppose to get that stamp after I'm given a discount. Hehe!

I head home...munching my lunch with my latte. Emo-ing again. Is it the weather or what? Arghh! Just couldn't stop emo-ing. Went online to read some blogs... downloaded some emo songs. And prepare to go for a memorial service.

It's drizzling. We have to park quite a distant from the house. I thought the memorial service will be a sombre one - family members sobbing, fill with sad faces. But I was wrong. The memorial service was peace, calm and quiet. The pastor was giving a speech. Everyone was listening attentively. It went well. I like this phrase the pastor said..."He will bring sunshine to us tomorrow..." I'm not sure why it caught my attention.

Perhaps I really need the sunshine, especially in my heart. It's been one of those day....

I know this entry suck, I don't really care at this moment..